Thursday, October 16, 2003 ·

Woke up at 6:30 this morning... Wanted to try doing QT in the morning. Got out of bed, walked to the table to get my bible, went back to my bed, opened the bible to Isaiah and fell asleep. Hahaha.. Really very tired... I'll try to sleep earlier tonight. Going to meet Ben, Pat and Gloria later at city hall... Should be fun. Maybe buying guitar strings also... super slinkies!!

I was reading through my testimonials on friendster and this one really cracks me up.
daryl... one of the coolest kid back in sec school... funny as hell, crapster and all... hahahhaa he's a great chap to begin with with amazing drumming talent... keep up the good drumming thingy man... and rock on... music is life!
In secondary school I was a nerd!! Hahaha... Fauzi is full of crap...

The rest of the testimonials have been really encouraging. I guess this is one of the ways to see how you really affect people. Of course, it could just be a way to get me to write you a nice testimonial. HAHA...

I've decided already... Dunno how long it'll last but I've made the decision. I'm serious about this. I wonder how it feels to not have my life revolving around her for the first time in 3 years. No more whining, no more tears, no more hazy thoughts. Gosh... I can't remember the last time I thought so clearly.

:::Lyric of the Day:::


here i'm in between darkness and light
bleached and blinded by these nights
where im tossing and tortured til dawn
by you, visions of you then youre gone
the shock lifts the red from my face
when i hear someone's taking my place
how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel
when all, all that i did was for you

i break in two over you
i break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life
but you dont see me you dont..
You might be just what I need
No I would not change a thing
Been dreaming of this so long
But we only exist in this song
The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow
And if you come and meet me tomorrow
I will hold you down, fold you in
Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live

I break in two over you
I break in two
And if a piece of you dies
Autumn, I will bring you back to life
Of course I see you
I do.

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The Visits

The Encouragement

Books I'm Reading

  • The Practice Of The Presence Of God by Brother Lawrence
  • Vintage Jesus by Mark Driscoll
  • A Million Miles In A Thousand Years by Donald Miller
  • A Royal Waste Of Time by Marva J. Dawn
  • Travelling Mercies by Anne Lamott
  • Through Painted Deserts by Donald Miller
  • Thriving As An Artist In The Church by Rory Noland
  • The Adventure Of Worship by Gerrit Gustafson
  • Christ The Lord: The Road To Cana by Anne Rice
  • Christ The Lord: Out of Egypt by Anne Rice
  • Searching For God Knows What by Donald Miller
  • Sex God by Rob Bell
  • Jesus Wants To Save Christians by Rob Bell
  • Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller
  • Velvet Elvis by Rob Bell
  • The Wigglesworth Standard by Peter J. Madden

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